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    Sunday, February 5th, 2006
    11:26 pm
    Im really beginning to think that everyone is me-phobic. What makes me so different from everyone else? Why am i so outside everyone else?
    Saturday, February 4th, 2006
    10:13 pm
    Depressed V. 2!!!!
    I have been told that everyone at MA is "Ickis-Phobic" I am also touch-phobic and large-group-phobic.
    Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
    9:36 pm
    Pooh to me.
    After months and therapy, i'm still depressed. WHY!?

    Current Mood: ugh.
    Friday, January 20th, 2006
    10:58 pm
    It's Official: I'm Depressed/I suck at life.
    So, over the past however many months, i have been depressed. But just mildly so. Mainly about like self-image and like relationships and stupid shit like that. But tonight i have realized something: there's really nothing redeeming about me. I'm less than mediocre at everything and don't have the physical attributes to make up for it. Plus, my friends are now transcending as i descend in the social status latter, and i am soon to be just a friendless loser. That is all.

    Current Mood: bad
    Thursday, January 19th, 2006
    11:38 pm
    Another Quiz... Bored
    [ ] I am 18+
    [ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
    [ ] I think I'm pretty cute.
    [ ] I have many scars.
    [ ] I tan easily.
    [ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
    [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
    [ ] I have a tattoo.
    [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
    [x] I have/I've had braces.
    [ ] I wear glasses.
    [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
    [ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
    [ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
    [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
    [x] I have freckles.

    Family/Home Life
    [x] I've sworn at my parents.
    [x] My biological parents are together.
    [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
    [x] I want to have kids someday.
    [ ] I've had children.
    [ ] I've lost a child.

    School/Work
    [x] I'm in school.
    [ ] I have a job.
    [ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
    [x] I almost always do my homework.
    [ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
    [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
    [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
    [ ] I've stolen something from my job
    [ ] I've been fired.

    Embarrassment
    [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
    [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
    [x] I've glued my hand to something
    [x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
    [ ] I've had my pants rip in public

    Health
    [x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
    [x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
    [ ] I've broken a bone.
    [ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
    [ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend/relative.
    [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
    [x] I had a serious surgery.
    [x] I've had chicken pox.

    Traveling
    [x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
    [x] I've been on a plane.
    [x] I've been to Canada.
    [x] I've been to Mexico.
    [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
    [ ] I've been to Japan.
    [ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
    [x] I've been to Europe.
    [ ] I've been to Africa.

    Experiences
    [ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
    [x] I've seen a shooting star.
    [x] I've wished on a shooting star.
    [x] I've seen a meteor shower.
    [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
    [ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
    [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
    [x] I've been to a casino.
    [ ] I've been skydiving.
    [ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
    [ ] I've played spin the bottle. (Note: I wanted to but wasn't allowed)
    [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
    [ ] I've crashed a car.
    [x] I've been Skiing
    [x] I've been in a play.
    [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
    [ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
    [x] I've played a prank on someone.
    [x] I've ridden in a taxi.
    [x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
    [x] I've eaten Sushi.
    [x] I've been snowboarding.

    Relationships
    [x] I'm single.
    [ ] I'm in a relationship.
    [ ] I'm engaged.
    [ ] I'm married
    [ ] I've gone on a blind date.
    [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
    [ ] I miss someone right now.
    [x] I have a fear of abandonment.
    [ ] I've gotten divorced
    [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
    [ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
    [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
    [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

    Sexuality
    [ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
    [x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
    [ ] I am a cuddler.
    [ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
    [ ] I've hugged a stranger.
    [ ] I have kissed a stranger.

    Honesty/Crime
    [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
    [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
    [x] I've snuck out of my house.
    [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
    [x] I am keeping a secret from the world
    [x] I've cheated while playing a game.
    [x] I've cheated on a test.
    [ ] I've run a red light.
    [ ] I've been suspended from school.
    [ ] I've witnessed a crime.
    [x] I've been in a fist fight.
    [ ] I've been arrested.

    Drugs/Alcohol
    [x] I've consumed alcohol.
    [ ] I regularly drink.
    [ ] I've passed out from drinking.
    [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
    [x] I've smoked weed
    [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
    [ ] I've eaten shrooms.
    [ ] I've popped E.
    [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
    [ ] I've done hard drugs.
    [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
    [x] I can't swallow pills.
    [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
    [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
    [ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
    [ ] I take anti-depressants.
    [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
    [x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
    [ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
    [x] I've woken up crying.

    Materialism
    [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
    [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
    [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
    [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
    [x] I own something from Hot Topic.
    [ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
    [ ] I collect comic books
    [ ] I own something from The Gap.
    [ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
    [ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

    Random
    [ ] I can sing well.
    [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
    [x] I open up to others easily.
    [x] I watch the news.
    [ ] I don't kill bugs.
    [ ] I am a morning person.
    [x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
    [x] I'm a snob about grammar.
    [x] I am a sports fanatic.
    [x] I twirl my hair.
    [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
    [ ] I love being neat.
    [ ] I love Spam.
    [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
    [x] I bake well.
    [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
    [x] I've worn pajamas to school.
    [x] I know how to shoot a gun.
    [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
    [x] I laugh at things most people wouldn't find funny.
    [ ] I eat fast food weekly.
    [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
    [ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
    [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
    [x] I am really ticklish.
    [ ] I love white chocolate
    [ ] I bite my nails.
    [x] I play video games.
    [ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
    [x] I'm good at remembering names.
    [ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
    [x] All of those are answered honestly.

    Current Mood: SHITTY
    11:37 pm
    hmmm.
    Your results:
    You are Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic)
    Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic)
    70%
    Derrial Book (Shepherd)
    55%
    Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)
    50%
    Inara Serra (Companion)
    50%
    Malcolm Reynolds (Captain)
    45%
    Jayne Cobb (Mercenary)
    45%
    A Reaver (Cannibal)
    40%
    Wash (Ship Pilot)
    35%
    Alliance
    25%
    River (Stowaway)
    20%
    Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command)
    15%
    Medicine and physical healing are your game,
    but wooing women isn't a strong suit.
    Click here to take the Serenity Personality Quiz


    point proven
    Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
    11:08 pm
    shit
    So, for about the third month im feelin shitty and i really dont like it. But i dont know what to do about it. Any suggestions? Also, i pretty much get the noob award in relationships, as i have never had one ad have never even had a frst kiss. what a nobb.

    Current Mood: SHITTY
    Current Music: arcade fire
    Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
    12:03 am
    WEEEE! I'm Depressed!
    So ya. very depressed lately. And self-conscious. And lonely. Very very lonely. My Depression? Pretty much about life in general and my lack of ability to even approach the opposite sex. Advice??? AIM at Goskrewadonkey77. Don't mean to bitch, but life really really sucks right now.

    Current Mood: Depressed and Lonely
    Current Music: Pink Floyd - Echoes
    Monday, November 21st, 2005
    10:33 pm
    umm. its the trend.
    If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. No hard feelings either way.

    When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your livejournal and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
    Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
    10:05 pm
    Im pretty much bummed.
    Um so i have absolutely no self-confidence right now so i need some encouragement. anything will help.

    Current Mood: double plus un-good
    Current Music: Funkadelic- Into You; Pink Floyd- Remeber A Day
    Monday, May 30th, 2005
    12:43 am
    im confused. im me for more detail.

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Street Official Mix Tape Volume 7
    Monday, May 23rd, 2005
    10:54 pm
    so much make up work. procrastination=bad. 15 math assignments. math special problem. 2 english essays. 1 biology essay. im fucked. i will finish them all tonite. or kill myself.
    Sunday, May 15th, 2005
    10:55 pm
    AHH! I'm getting surgery on my man boobs. My mom scheduled it for May 25. I'm scared. But i get drugs for a week. whatever.
    Saturday, May 14th, 2005
    7:05 pm
    UGH...
    It seems like everyone is going to the PR of Star Wars except for me. It's like i call them and see if they want to hang out and: oh, i can't. so and so invited me to see Star Wars tommorow. This REALLY sucks. Also probably because i'm a bigger fan than any of them.

    Current Mood: and ANNOYED
    Current Music: Portishead
    Friday, May 13th, 2005
    7:16 pm
    YESSSSSSSSSSS!
    FINALLLY! They finally put music from final fantasy on itunes. hello awesomeness. yes, i know that is really lame. i have to make up around 20 math assignments by next week. fun.

    Current Mood: STAR WARS!
    Current Music: Final Fantasy VII Soundtrack!
    Monday, April 4th, 2005
    2:09 pm
    GROUNDAGE!!! My comments came. Ouch. Grounded for 4 days. Not that bad. Saw Sin City. Totally SWEET!
    Peace Out Bitches. Can't get caught on the comp.
    Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
    10:59 pm
    I'm an asian, w00t!
    Saturday, March 26th, 2005
    4:45 pm
    Montana
    Well well well, I'm in Montana for the weekend. It's very fun! Not really though. My sister is graduating boarding school. Wee! Not Really. At least it's an all girls boarding school (i think you know what i mean). They put on a dance show last night. It was "entertaining" to say the least. Well I've got to go, because the hotel has a crappy internet connection and like 10 people are standing in line. Time to work on history again! Peace out bitches.

    Current Mood: history paper.
    Current Music: None- Montana doesn't allow music, only hunting and fishing.
    Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
    5:45 pm
    i took max's religion test. it was spot on!
    You scored as Judaism. Your views are closest to those of Judaism. If you are not a Jew, do more research on Judaism and possibly consider becoming one; however, realize that conversion to Judaism is difficult.

    Judaism was the first of the Abrahamic faiths; it precedes both Christianity and Islam.

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    Judaism

    75%

    Buddhism

    67%

    Islam

    67%

    agnosticism

    58%

    Paganism

    46%

    Christianity

    33%

    Hinduism

    25%

    Satanism

    21%

    atheism

    21%

    Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
    created with QuizFarm.com



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    Current Music: Tears For Fears/ Funeral March
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